It's been a long time since my last post. I admit that I've been very overwhelmed by the amount of human rights violations the world over, many of which are condoned, or at least looked over, by entire governments. Then I write a paper or a blog, only to have it shelved, forgotten, or collecting page views in cyberspace. I'm a writer, yes, but I'm also goal oriented, and my writing needs to serve a purpose. As a major in international relations, I've read papers that say that our field should be one of theory, not practice. Or at least that a desire for action leads to a tainting of the academic field because it lends a biased perspective. Which is why, despite a gaggle of theorists, our world is one of inequality in economics, human rights, civil liberties, and every other aspect you can think of. It's as easy to feel satisfied in writing as it is to tithe in church; I'm paying my dues, I'm fulfilling my purpose. But will it make a difference, or just fill up the coffers? When will it feel like I've done enough? Probably when there is no longer a "great cry throughout the land". Over the next month I will be researching human rights violations in the Gaza Strip. I am meeting with a number of expatriates and Americans who have traveled there and assisted in humanitarian work. One person in particular has traveled there recently in an attempt to deliver medical supplies. I wish with all my hear that I could go with him next time, so if someone feels like granting me a research fund feel free! Look for the posting in mid-January. Thank you all for reading :)
